5 years ago ,When I and Emma were on the way to Tibet (we went by hitch hiking almost 10 days to arrive in Lasha),Once we had stayed in Dali for a couple of days,that's a small ancient town and full of backpackers from all over the world.We alway went to a small cafeteria and the owner has a 4 years old mixed-blood boy called Kevin,the last day I went there to say goodbye.But Kevin said"I don't want ",we asked---'you don't want to say goodbye,or you don't want us to leave?" Kevin said"I don't want you to leave,please stay"So cute!!!
Then a friend who stood beside smiled and said"hey,girls,you know,during the whole way to Tibet,I am sure there are a lot of people want you to stay there and don't leave'
That's true,we met a lot of interesting people on the road and almost everyone wanted us to stay and don't leave.Some stories and finally we leave and kept walking on.Although someone was still in my mind,but we're just a passer-by.
The principle on the road,the first rule should be"don't contact with each other after the trip" that he or she could just be your great memory and never fade out.
Once I and he sat in front of DaZHAO temple who is the most famous one in tibet,we promised that when we leave tibet,we will delete each's number and be strangers forever.
About 10 years on the road,there are a hug number of passers-by in my life:)they only left many stories and one word "don't leave".
Few month ago I went back to my hometown,I really felt happy since I was involved in so many loves,from family,from friends,everyone said "please come back,we all miss you,please stay and don't leave"
In the airport I was looking at my friend's back and really felt sad.There are so many love that can't make me stay,maybe because all the cities are too small and my dream is so wild.
A friend sang a song for me ,the lyric is"I meant to rove everywhere that nobody should be my concern"--Vagrants' hearts belong to nobody,it's full of dreams and no space for anyone.
Sometimes I really feel guilty to my parents,but I really don't know what's the difference between 'selfish' and 'Self- sacrifice’.Maybe I am quit selfish.
3 years life in italy.and finally you know I will leave.no concern and no pain.I don't know where is my future,but that must be far far away.Distance is always my belief.Don't say don't leave,we will meet somewhere.Keep walking and keep your head up:)
There is a chinese folk song singing---far far away,there is a nice girl....:P