I'm sleeping for such a long time,I will wake up in this spring.
I'm back.Such a beautiful trip.Seem like I'm back from another world,now back to the reality.
A peaceful life in the small village make me realize the real self.
Too much is waiting for,and I'm already.
I'm not only the talent.but,you know,I'm the genius.
Melancholy is not my name.My name is Vanessa.I pick up this name because I wanna to be anther Vanessa Bell,who is as warm as the Earth Mother,warm all the broken hearts of genius.My photography is warmth,sincere,pure,kind,frank,silent and still,innocence.It is the refuges of all the depressive and solitude souls.ease the pain,stop the bleeding.cure the hurt,At least,I hope so.
Photography has its responsibility and duty,but not just the amplification of individual loneliness and pain ,fatigue.We always set question but we should also get the solution.photography rather than a humanistic care which is close the depth of soul.I'd like to become such kind of placebo.Because of understanding,I know which is mercy.
Let me hug you,at your most painful hurt.I know you have been waiting for it a long time.I could understand the common sorrow and silence which we should bear in our lives by my way.With my silent love,sealed your soundless weeping.
I’m not the little girl who is full of fear,punk,Aggressive,full of doubts,absurd ideas,try to target how different am I,with unique in character and behavior.cynical and detesting the world....But now I'm mature,brave,strong,fortify my conviction,peaceful and warm.Now,I stand here,hold my camera, saluting the whole world with my big hug.Come on,I am afraid you anymore!
"And she says "I've come to set a twisted thing straight"
And she says"I've come to lighten this dark heart"
And she takes my wrist, I feel her imprint of fear
And I say "I've never thought of finding you here."
I used to wait for such a hug when solitude standing for several years,But now I grew up enough,And I believe that I should come to lighten the dark heart.