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I should get all my passion back!!!    -[Attitude]
Time:2010-04-07
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看了一本很典型的美国浪漫轻喜剧serendipity,本来只是为了消遣(考试压力逼得我有点精神紧张P.S.不要再问我为什么有那么多考试了,我就是有那么多考试)。但是有一句台词很触动我。(抱歉又谈电影和台词,只是最近有意识地看了很多英语电影为了锻炼听力和找到语感)

The ancient Greeks did not write obituaries, instead they asked only one question of a man (or a woman): "Did he have passion?"

-------古希腊人从不写讣告,他们只是在人们死了之后问一个问题“他/她生前是否有激情?”

这句话的出处无从考证,或者是编剧的杜撰,但是很符合西方或者是美国的价值观:)---但是真是有如当头棒喝的话,我在问自己----have you ever lost your passion? 似乎,也许是这样的。太多的多愁善感的小情绪,太多软绵绵的音乐,一点一点消蚀着我的意志力,仿佛我已经不再是当年那个在荒原上逆风暴走的深蓝了。记得你当年的话----生命是用来浪费在路上的,才华是用来挥霍的,嚣张是我的美德。失去了所谓的passion,我也失去了我的嚣张的美德。我讨厌这样的自己。我讨厌忧伤的自己,我应该放肆地大笑,即使笑到嚎啕大哭,这一切也不能磨灭我勇敢前进勇敢生活的力量,我还不到怨天尤人的年纪,我也还不到无力屈从于命运的年纪,我还年轻,我还可以大把挥霍我的才华和时间,I‘m still young,So what?let's say cheers to the life.Go to hell!The so-called"Fate"I don't believe that,I only trust myself.Without passion,that life gonna be senseless,we're not zombie,passion is the evidence what prove we have been lived.At least when we die,there is no regrets.So,fight against the damn destiny,with your burning passion,nothing can hold up your steps.Everything you want gonna be real,never give up your belief and passion and hole on,even sometimes you feel pain throw you up to the hell,that's only the process,it's full of poignant sadness,but that's the price of dream.we can lose anything but not passion and courage,otherwise life means nothing.Laugh out bravely,even if the laugh with weeping...it's rather better than being numb.

How can we prove that we're still young?It not rely on the time itself,but it rely on our courage and the nature of youthhood.Why not?Even right now,I'm 80 years old,I can say with pride that I'm still young---Just because of the rebel blood go through my heart,because of my stubborn pride,nothing can pull me down!Finally,cheer up and say"Viva la Gloria!"

In the end of <The Dharm Bums>,Jack kerouac write"Japhy," I said out loud, I don't know when we'll meet again or what'll happen in the future, but Desolation, Desolation, I owe so much to Desolation. Thank you for guiding me to the place I learned all. Now comes the sadness of coming back to cities and I've grown two months older and there's all that humanity of bars and burlesque shows and gritty love, all upsidedown in the void God bless them, but Japhy you and me forever know, O ever youthful, O ever weeping."-------我不知道什么我们会再见面或者将来会发生什么....但是我们永远知道,永远年轻,永远热泪盈眶。

年轻人和三姑六婆的区别就是,我们不会坐以待毙,我们得把属于我们的东西抢回来,我们的血性,我们的少年心气,我们可贵不认输的倔强。我们证明自己年轻的方式不是依靠时间本身,而是我们的勇气和我们年轻的本质。

我要把属于我的东西抢回来。我感觉力量重新回到我的血管里。让我告别软绵绵的无力的枯朽的忧伤小情绪,告别一切怀疑和不自信,告别充满垮掉糜烂的神经质的音乐,感谢最传统的摇滚乐,感谢上个世界六十年代颠覆一切的朋克精神,它们又一次拯救了我。我感觉我越来越清晰我的路,我照片该走的路,等我重新整顿好我的条理,重新拿起相机的时候,我坚信它们会和以往一切不一样,它们终究充满了力量。

不要盲从别人的审美,你知道,你的作品直接反应的是完全属于你自己的特性,每个人都是不一样的,每个人的趣味和审美取决个人经验和阅历。有的东西那么美,可是并不意味着你需要跟着它们走,你有自己的表达的方式和内容,你知道,你的路是不一样的,不要迷失自我,尽管沿路的风景是那么美。我不想听你们怎么说,我知道我的性格就是不认输,不认命,我只相信自己的直觉,即使摔死也活该。我喜欢主动去争取,讨厌故作矜持的虚伪,我不喜欢任何策略,我只知道真诚和坚持,意念的力量是无限可以改变一切,只要足够虔诚和勇敢。我讨厌自怨自艾坐以待毙,尽管有的时候我很懒错过了很多机会,但是我即使耗尽全身最后一点力气,我也要把本该属于我的一切抢回来。我充满了攻击性和倔强,我怀疑我所听到的一切,我只相信我所亲身经历的,少年的时候我相信我可以改变一切,现在我依然相信我可以改变一切,即使你们说,这是一种幼稚和不成熟,我也要说,这是一种深思熟虑的幼稚,我无法改变我的本性去做一些我不喜欢的选择,这是动物本能。如果说性格决定命运,我猜测,这一切都不是巧合。

Never follow the others' taste.Your work reflect what's your personality directly.Everyone is different,the taste and interest depend on personal experience.Sometimes,you touched by something what looks so beautiful---but it doesn't mean you should follow them,you have your own expressing way and content.You know,your way is different from others,so,never lose yourself.I don't want to follow your words,I know so is my personality--gameness,stand fast,I only trust my instinct.I'm aggressive and sharp,just on my own initiative.I hate complain and wait for death,although sometimes I'm lazy and missed something,but I won't miss more.When teenage,I believe that I can change everything by myself,until now,I still think so.Maybe you will say,that's naive,but I should acknowledge that is a cogitative naivety.I can't change my nature to choose what I don't want,that's the animal instinct.If people say, The Personality Decides Destiny,I guess,everything is not a coincidence---------In that case,I believe in the so-called destiny----you know ,Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences, but rather it is a tapestry of acts that culminate in an exquisIte, sublime plan…serendipity,what the ancients used to call fatum; what we currently refer to as destiny.

I should get all my passion back,and get all the stuff what belong to me back,Life is just once,If we don't enounce loudly,we have no chances any more.

Now I'm powerful,Come on,I'm not afraid anything,anything....nothing can hurt me,nothing can stop my steps.Since My name is Blue----I waste my life on the road,I squander my talent for fun,aggressive is my virtue,thanks.

 


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Comments

告别软绵绵的无力的枯朽的忧伤小情绪
说得真好,喜欢喜欢
Posted by aWu ()  at   2010-04-23 00:17:14  [回复]

告别软绵绵的无力的枯朽的忧伤小情绪
说得真好,喜欢喜欢
Posted by aWu ()  at   2010-04-23 00:16:51  [回复]

"passion is the evidence what prove we have been lived"

这句话其实很值得探讨
情欲,都是来得快,去得也快的东西.所以钾肥猫会说,不如一块汉堡实在.

至于存在感,不需要激情,看看中国西南大旱,就知道人类的活动都是很有存在感的
Posted by 吼吼 ()  at   2010-04-21 13:35:32  [回复]

古希腊人从不写讣告,他们只是在人们死了之后问一个问题“他/她生前是否有激情?
非常不错
Posted by Chuns (http://http;//www.Gooduncle.org)  at   2010-04-11 11:12:20  [回复]